Everything At Once

Why does everything BIG have to happen at once, a doc pitch, a movie to direct, and a massive paper to write? I feel like I could do a good job at all of these things, but balancing all three at once, I'm running the risk of shitting over all of them. Particularly the doc pitch, which I feel like is coming completely apart and I'm totally losing interest in.

Did my blog become a journal all of a sudden?